I've always prided myself on being an open book. I've never been afraid of my story until it became shameful. I was embarrassed over some of the choices I've made throughout my life. But now I look back and I am very proud of me. Loving yourself means that you accept yourself flaws included. I can't pretend that I have it all together when I haven't at times. This is the key reason as to how I am able to identify with many people. I've learned to be thankful for the messy times because it's where I learn to be better. It also helps that God helps me clean up those messes and for that I am very thankful.
Now I have allowed you all to have full access to my marriage. It sounds crazy. What I want you to get from my story is that no matter how messy you may think your situation is; it can be fixed. It may me a marriage, relationship, job situation, drug problem, abandonment, etc. it can be fixed and God will place the right people at the right time to help you along the way. It hasn't been easy for me but I truly hope that you enjoy "Perfectly Unstable: Surviving Love and War."